10 February 2009

no classes today..

hungry..

lazy..

luv,
ez

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ready..get set..and..

GO!




My busy life starts.. right about now..!

No more sms..
No more friendster..
No more ym..
No more blog..
No more facebook..

Can I?? can I?? can lah!!!

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Yesterday,

I couldn't sleep and I wanted to die. Huhuuu~

It all started at 11.00 pm last night. Getting ready to prepare slides for my final year project and suddenly my eyes could not see clearly..It was getting blurry..So i put on my spectacles and keep on to do my slides *bersemangat!!*..But after the clock strike 12 ='( ..I'm started to get dizzy and just gave up like that. Sungguh susah nk dapat semangat buat keje, last2 jd mcm ni. Dugaan btol la. wuwuwu..

After that, I get ready to sleep. But yet, the headache didn't go away..grrr..and it started to get even worst..Felt like throwing up..So in the end, I slept with my hand holding a plastic bag..I think I slept around 3.00 am..sgt menyeksakan tahan sakit sorg2 ni..huhu..nk mesej mcm org dpt membantu je..

But today, I'm feeling fine..I guess maybe I didn't eat enough yesterday..yep, need to eat more today =)

Love,
ez

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Last semester =)

Today is the first day sem baru start..lecturer pon x dtg so class cancel..bole la brmaen2 intenet sekejap X)..huh br dua hari dok utm ini ku sudah tidak ada mood..nk blk rumah!!byk nye keje nk bt..nk jumpa lectrr isi referee form utk apply masters la..nk bt supporting statement la..nk amek ielts la..kete bocor lg la..pergh xmo ad kete la..and paling menyampah skali nak karang ayat..600 words tu!!semate2 utk apply masters kat jerman tu..xmo!!xmo!!

....to my daddy....

saye tak mahu pergi jerman la!!

erm ckp kat sini je yg brani..hehe..so trpakse la mengarang juge dlm sebulan neh..hukhuk

luv,
ez

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Voice.within

Young girl don’t cry I’ll be right here

When your world starts to fall, ohh

Young girl it’s alright

Your tears will dry

You’ll soon be free to fly, ohh

When you’re safe inside your room, you tend to dream

Of a place where nothing’s harder than it seems

No one ever wants or bothers to explain

Of the heartache life can bring and what it means
When there’s no one else

Look inside yourselfLike your oldest friend just

Trust the voice within

Then you’ll find the strength

That will guide your way

You’ll learn to begin to

Trust the voice within

Young girl don’t hide

You’ll never change if you just run away, ohh

Young girl just hold tight

Soon you’re gonna see your brighter day, ohh

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed

It’s so hard to stand your ground when you’re so afraid

No one reaches out a hand for you to hold

When you’re lost outside, look inside to your soul

When there’s no one else

Look inside yourselfLike your oldest friend just

Trust the voice within

Then you’ll find the strength

That will guide your wayIf you will learn to begin to

Trust the voice within

life is not always like what we’re always dream of. what goes around comes around, WHAT GOES UP, MUST COME DOWN

and i, am the character in this story, play the movie entiled ‘LIFE’

banyak kan, yang kite nak. tapi tak semua yang kite dapat. worse, bile kite dapat yang kita sangat sangat sangat sangat tak mau. kan kan kan???

...disini bermula segala-galanya….

semua di sekeliling aku seperti dah tak betul. sape yang kenal aku since 6 tahun yang lalu angkat tangan!! aku dulu pendiam kan, sgt3 la! haha. tp tu dulu. skrg dh kurang sket la. xde jln tunduk2 dh. ishk. malu tol. byk org slalu nasihat tak bole diam2 sgt, x bole malu2 sgt dlm hidup ni. tp skrg, lain pula jd. tak taw whether it leads more to good or bad. yg pasti dulu aku kurang masalah, kurang stress, owh sgt bahagia. haha. [dan tak perlu kisah ttg org laen]

kawan-kawan. tahu tak. sejak masuk universiti ni lar tahun yang paling teruk lam hidup aku. yeah. mcm2 jd. ada seronok, ada sedih, ada menyakitkn hati. fullstop
aku akhir ni miserable gle. aku cam hidup lam…. tak tenang. benci ke? dendam ke? ape? tak tahuuuuuuuuu.

rindu sangat dengan aku yang dulu

bile aku nak kembali pulih? give me back my fantacies…

somehow i now i have to mend this broken pieces of mine. xle sedeh2~! kan kan kann. ehehe. doakan saya, dunia dan akhirat! blaja leklok kawan2!

love,

ez

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Latest update

The truth is

Saya amat malas nak update..

oooHhh sgt malas la..

mungkin tak lama lg sy akan rajin..

waaHh bilakah??

i'm still wondering~

till then, wait 4 d next post..=)

Love, Ez

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The results are out!!

Dean's list for the third time in a row!! Thank you.. thank you.. hehe.. I would like to thank my family and friends, especially my mom and the others of course =P -end of list-

Eventhough I target for 4 flat this sem, well maybe its not my luck yet. Maybe next sem will do. Dream on Ezreen! Sadly i got B+ for my engineering management. Cursed you management. urgh! Thank god i'm not studying human resource right now. I'm an engineer to be *wink2*. One semester to go and i will be a graduate engineer.

Few days before, I got a call from Motorola and confirmed that I got a slot for Motorola Campus Interview on 10th January 2009. And I was like *what??!!*, I only send my resume just for fun because my friend send it too. haha. berlagak. I hate interviews. Well actually i'm bad at it at certain times. I don't want to go!! I don't want to go!! Help me please ='(

I just want to further my studies and get married ant teach my kids engineering at the age of 3..hehe

Yours truly,

Ez

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