Hye..regarding the title, yeah i'm thinking about making this blog private..any objections??still not decided yet when..but maybe..maybe erm still in progress =)
I'm not emotionally good lately..why??hurm so many things happened and it is actually my LIFE..i don't need to tell the whole world about it and i should just make it a little secret that only me should know..
Yep..it's true enough..that's why i already promised to myself not to trust other people because someday they may eventually go..
My life is not that perfect..and i keep on wondering is there someone out there with a perfect life just like in a fairy tale book..when i was a little girl, i usually dreamt to have a perfect life..get a chance to study abroad, good job, get married with a perfect guy and have a happy family..but since i'm already 21 years and 27 days today..all that dreams seems unreal..maybe i should just wipe it off , throw it away and never think about it again..it is not that i'm not grateful..i do appreciate what i have now..maybe it is not that perfect as anyone else..but i'm thankful and i am grateful to God for all that i have..